i thinking of you ,been to banbury and visited your grave,cant talk to you but i am sure you can hear my thoughts.read your notebook about your chemo effect and a letter i wrote to you.i wonder why you kept that particlar letter,made me a bit sad.i think i was upset when i wrote it and it was my birthday ,another miserable one.shall have to avoid carmen on the 2nd and maybe then she wont be able to upset me .love you ali, see you in my dreams eh?xxxxxx